After drinking my third cup of caffeine dose last night, I can definitely confirm that 2 cups are my maximum for a day. After the third cup, seriously, all I did was just walking up and down my room, couldn't even look at the book for more than a second. I could feel like my heart over-pumped kinda thing.
However, there might actually be other contributing factors to my restlessness as well i think. First of all, I just found that my longest crush is getting married soon. Then, there's just another character that has just left. And then, there's the never-ending-things to study and the never-ending-problems that kept on piling up.
After the character that I mentioned left, I regretted a bit because I feel that there are still so many things that I really want to share with that person. And I didn't even said my farewell. Haih... And because of this, my head just keeps on having flashes of memories and what-could-have-been images. Urgh...I don't even have a photo with that person..chongmal bogohshipuh...
Time flies...
It feels like it was just yesterday that I had at least a month before my initial date for Microbiology exam and now it's only left with 7 days? Definitely, pushing the date backward now. Haih...Was actually hoping to finish this exam quickly so that I can go travelling while waiting for my visa to be done. Well, I guess I have no choice anymore. Hopefully I will be able to be ready in 14 days now..
Well, situation doesn't look too good as well now. Probably, it's because reading too much about infections, I'm now down with flu-like symptoms as well. Sigh...All these different parasites are seriously driving me crazy, not just the way they look and how they cause diseases in humans, memorizing their names is just giving me serious headache. I mean, seriously, my head is back to the season where the pain is banging on my head every now and then.
How time flies seriously? I really think it was just not that long ago when I was thinking that I still have a few months with this friend of mine. But this friend is leaving within this week. Sigh.....There's nothing much I can do about it but letting go. Fortunately, I really have a lot of memories about this friend especially there was a major input from an outing on Friday. Still, it's really a pity I have to start forgetting...
Why does time have to move so fast? Or, more correctly, why time must continue moving? ...
Well, situation doesn't look too good as well now. Probably, it's because reading too much about infections, I'm now down with flu-like symptoms as well. Sigh...All these different parasites are seriously driving me crazy, not just the way they look and how they cause diseases in humans, memorizing their names is just giving me serious headache. I mean, seriously, my head is back to the season where the pain is banging on my head every now and then.
How time flies seriously? I really think it was just not that long ago when I was thinking that I still have a few months with this friend of mine. But this friend is leaving within this week. Sigh.....There's nothing much I can do about it but letting go. Fortunately, I really have a lot of memories about this friend especially there was a major input from an outing on Friday. Still, it's really a pity I have to start forgetting...
Why does time have to move so fast? Or, more correctly, why time must continue moving? ...
First comment after started reading Microbiology...
When I first turned the first few pages, I was of course still fine. As I flipped through the pages, trying to see how much I need to study, saw a few pictures that are just plain stomach-turning.
Seriously, after more and more pages that I flipped through, the urge of vomiting became increasingly overwhelming. The gruesome effects that some of the pathogens, (bacteria, viruses, fungi...you name it) on the patients felt somewhat heartbreaking. I mean, in some of the pictures, the pathogens affected children and babies. I mean, to imagine such tiny things had to go through so much pain.
However, looking at the pictures seriously affected my desire to read the book now. I feel like I might actually be haunted by nightmares after I continue reading. Sigh...well, I guess I have no choice.
Why does time have to move so fast?!!! Now I'm left with only possibly 14 to 21 days before my next exam. Sigh..........Have to start saying goodbye to my holiday mood now.. I mean, at least, keep it until after my next exam that is.
Seriously, after more and more pages that I flipped through, the urge of vomiting became increasingly overwhelming. The gruesome effects that some of the pathogens, (bacteria, viruses, fungi...you name it) on the patients felt somewhat heartbreaking. I mean, in some of the pictures, the pathogens affected children and babies. I mean, to imagine such tiny things had to go through so much pain.
However, looking at the pictures seriously affected my desire to read the book now. I feel like I might actually be haunted by nightmares after I continue reading. Sigh...well, I guess I have no choice.
Why does time have to move so fast?!!! Now I'm left with only possibly 14 to 21 days before my next exam. Sigh..........Have to start saying goodbye to my holiday mood now.. I mean, at least, keep it until after my next exam that is.
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