Back in Prague - Super stressed out!!! Posted by Bubbly89 , Saturday, September 4, 2010 at 12:33 AM, in

Sigh.......

Wed - Boarded the flight to Singapore. Cried like hell in the airport. Super heavy hearted to leave my family. My mom even though she was scolding me when I cried, I knew that she felt even heavier when I cried. My eldest brother tried to console me by telling me my annual "crying ceremony" should end already cause it's supposed to be a short one, but then I ended up crying very long. Lol!!

Thurs - Before boarding the flight to KL, was super depressed. When my second brother brought me to dinner, I cried again. Partly this time I felt so heavy to leave is because of the exam that I knew was coming and that I wasn't prepared. Before I boarded the flight, cried like hell again. In the 12-hour flight from KL to Frankfurt, here and there I cried also.

Fri - When I was in the plane back to Prague from Frankfurt, without realising it, my tears kept on coming down also.

Sigh............

When I reached KLIA, there was a part of me that wanted to just checked out and abandon my flight to Frankfurt. While I was waiting for my flight, I kept on thinking, there's still time to go back, there's still time to go back....

Never did I feel like this before. Never did I ever even consider leaving my studies. The pressure was mounting and is still mounting.

However, in any case, I'm prepared for the worst.