Missing KTT exam times? Posted by Bubbly89 , Friday, January 15, 2010 at 1:43 PM, in

I really miss KTT time now. I mean, I miss my friends who were taking the speedy A-level with me. I miss them very much. How I wish they are in the same university as me.

During exam periods, if I didn't go back to Sarawak, I would go and stay with my Poland-bound friends. They were just a bunch of super cool friends. Studying with them was fun. Weird to say, but I really had a lot of fun during exam periods that time. Even though we would be studying, we had a lot of other activities as well which made it all seem not that stressful. These people are just different. I guess the fact that they didn't exude the feeling of stress is a major factor that I like them as well. I mean, they could actually crack up a joke or just be laid back when supposedly we should be super stressed!! Lol!!

I miss my ex-housemates very much as well. Not to say that I miss the pranks they played on me. They were laid back people as well. I guess, the comfort I got back then when we supported each other when we were down is the reason I miss them as well. How we would talk about God and share our experiences when we were at the height of our stress level.

I really miss them now. Kiu Fen, Felicia, Yoke Foong, Siew Meng, Shu Yet, Variant and Shusyi. I'm actually quite a bad person cause I only miss them when I am stressed. Hahaha...

I want to talk to Yeng Tong like I usually did whenever I feel stressed but then I don't want to bother her now because if compared to me, I guess her stress level should be worse than mine. I miss talking to her also.

Somemore it doesn't help when you have a friend who's just totally being an asshole. I really couldn't care about my language already. I mean, how many times he has to hurt me before he get the idea that I'm a human as well and not some doll with no feelings. I really feel like just ending our friendship a few times but when he's good to me, I pula lembut hati and forgave him. I mean, he never learnt his lesson even though I actually didn't talk to him for half a year last year. Why he can treat other people like sister and notice their feelings when they are down but never realise how hurt I am? How come he could see me as transparent and practically ignored me when some other people came even though we were talking quite a lot? People always say we have heart-to-heart kinda thing between us. Hmph.. I care about him but does he ever care about me? I really hope there won't be a day when I actually will really end our friendship.